March 12th 2012

Dear diary:
I have been having a couple of bad days at home and I am getting more and more pushed to my limit. I shouldn’t have to come home and cry because this isn’t a place I want to be. I shouldn’t have to deal with a woman who won’t even have a civil conversation with me. I am losing mysel in this house. I have come to the point where I only see death as a way out. Though I would never do that because I don’t feel my life is worth wasting for someone who can’t amount to who I am. I guess this is all a test of reality. I am still single and I am still in love with my ex but she pulls me In and pushes me away. I also feel everyone that surrounds me has some type of boyfriend or gf. I don’t get why I am not. I’m not cute, funny, or interesting enough to have that one special one. I just want that person I can talk to and tell them my problems and get along with but yet be so playful with. I just want someone to be there for me. Well it’s getting late and my sorrows are not making me feel any better. So goodnight tumblr. I feel a little better that that is all off my chest. Ask yourself before you go to sleep are all of your sorrows added up more Powerful than your life itself.

Mar 12. 2 Notes.

Sorry!!

I haven’t been on this so I’m sorry! I have been going through a lot lately. For example I’m still in love with my ex who doesn’t live me back lol. So I have tried to talk to others but I dnt feel te connection like I had with my ex gf. Lols! I’m talking to my old crush but she has a girl. Lols I just want to be happy. And I want that one person I put my all into to love me back :/

Feb 22. 0 Notes.